at the 37 weeks

semalam aku gie checkup sorang2.. salahkan clinic yg tukar appointment last min. so abie could not be with me. memang le serun nak drive sorang2.. but to positively thinking, i am at hospital and kot lah terberanak.. terus ajer masuk ward.. doctors and nurses pun ramai. so there pegi la sana sorang2..

yang syok nyer kalau gie sorang2 nie selalu ajer nak dapat turn awal. ive got the No2. huhuh.. kenapa? sbb kalau cik abang ikut, dia siap lambat.. itu lah .. ini lah.. nak bangun pun punyer lah susah. ( sayang, jgn mareh!!..) so lepas amik turn, terus ajer gie breakfast. syok!!..tak ramai orang kat cafe.. and i ate a lot! lapor seh.. ( psst! i ni mmg heavy morning eater.. ) tapi doctor pulak yang lambat. asieh! biasanye pukul 930am dah start.. but yesterday, i need to wait for 2 hours. so imagine pukul berapa aku sampai hospital semalam...kekekeke..

as routine, doctor check my urine and berat.. first time le, aku rasa urine aku tak jernih sikit.. could be lupa minum air ( sibuk dengan wedding my BIL ) and could be im so tired. but happy thing, i gained 2 more kgs. yes! susah tau nak naik berat. i just dont know why?! makan dah banyak..could be sbb aku banyak buat kerja.. : masak, kemas umah, mop lantai..jalan sana sini..

and as per described by friends, after 36 weeks ni doctor will slightly check ' bawah'..to see whether ada virus infections or dah 'buka' ke belum aka whether im ready to give birth.. alhamdulillah.. no infection thou. aku mmg jaga betul esp masa pregnant nie. and before check yg 'buka' or not, we did baby's heartbeat checkup. wow~ masyaAllah.. active nyer dia.. degupan jantung yg kencang.. doctor said my baby is 'morning baby' .. yelah pukul 10am dah active. apapun, alhamdulillah. syukur baby ok.

then start la dia check kat 'bawah'.. ADOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! sakitnyer!

nasib baik doctor tu borak2 and and explain.. and make me release sikit..sakit tau.. tuhan ajer yg tahu.. check punyer check.. dia showed me the glove..ada darah! she said not to worry becoz yg ini sbb dia forced to see whether dah bukak or not.. gosssh! lucky doctor pompuan.. kalau lelaki mao aku malu gila. tapi sakit jugak lah bahagian 'tot' sampai ke malam. she said most like i will have one more week to go.. based on the baby position. but we will see how fast the 'buka' goes.. she advised me to walk walk and walk.. less work but more walking exercises.

after that she explained the injections : pain injection and epidural. she strictly said all her patients shall not take both sbb too dangerous. walaupun ada yang amik both.. but she insisted not.so im in dilema.. as 1st timer, mana le nak decide which one is better. betul x?? so she let me go home and do research and reading..ok lah.. i have asked few friends, most of them suggested the injection eventhough sakit melampau.. yet,secure at few sides. but few of my friends suggest me to go on with natural birth. sakit mmg sakit.. kena tahan and tahan. oucccch! i cant imagine the pain! and lepas doctore explained on the injection, i was given a form ( 24 hours warded form- lebey kureng macam tu le.. ). so kot lah tengah2 malam aku nak beranak, tunjuk form tu, terus ajer diaorng akan assign midwives to help me..( ini yg doctor tu explain lah.. ) and the doctor said yang she has registered me to the Labour Room.. in case. wahh~ efficient jugak .. but i hope semuanye berjalan lancar..

so macamana perasaan aku sekarang nie?

am i ready?

anxious.. takut.. serun.. tak keruan..

sbb malas nak imagine,semalam i turn myself to do baby's scrap book...

and kemas2 baju aku n baby yg nak bawak ke hospital and so on...

wei.. lagi few weeks i will be a mommy! fuuuh~ amat lah sekejap

being instant wife.. being instand mommy ..syukur rasanye..

all in 9 months..

where else for my other half..

he is now busy attending interviews.. sana sini

masyaAllah.. rezeki anak datang melimpah ruah..

alhamdulillah...rezeki kami sekeluarga.. and ikut nasib, i might be off to work once i deliver due to the post/location that abie's required to be. insyallah.

doakan mommy zura and baby selamat yer..

and doakan kami sekeluarga jugak..

Amiin.