apo aku nak buek sekarang nie?

dah due hari aku 'work from home.. tak peduli le orang nak cakap apa.. aku dah tak larat nak gie opis + nak bawak notebook yg sebenarnye berat utk di dukung kemana2. malah nak ulang alik gie toilet pun aku dah maleh..

last weekened, saturday to be specific,we went for our 34 weeks checkup. doctor cakap baby aku less than average nyer tumbesaran.. and berat baby aku pun may be less than 3kg. ok ke tu ekk? ntah lah..i tried many things .. and disapponting me.. berat gue hanya naik 1kg. chaiss! tanpa segan silu, cuba tgk berat gue sepanjang pegnan nie..

frankly aku tak hingat berapa berat aku mula2..
2 months to 4 months - minus 10kgs
5 months - add 2 kgs
6 months - add 1.6 kgs
7 months - minus 0.6 kg
8 months - add 1 kg

total up skrg nie berat aku cuma 72kgs which ramai kata ringan for mommy yang pegnan 8.5 bulan.
pulak tu rangka aku besar.. so kena makan lagi..but when talking about makan, dah dua hari nie aku macam tak ada selera nak makan sangat.. i can only say yes to SAYUR CAMPUR goreng and FRENCH FRIES.. no rice.. no chicken.. no ikan or what ever.rasa mcm tekak loya.. kekadang tu terpkir,'umur ni dah tak panjang ker?' so without choice, aku kena amik vitamins and vitamins lagi.. and due to tak selera makan, selalu lah pulak nak HYPO aka.. rasa pitam sbb kurang gula/oksigen dalam darah or kepala..teruk kan?! .

and now.. aku rasa macam nak gie lepak kat BORDERS or mana2 ajerlah bookstores .. duduk duduk sambil baca buku.. ( opss! macam library pulak ekk..x kisah lah.. ) and silent my handphone so no one will kaco me. arghhhss! rindunyer zaman tuuu...

or bring my camera to taman2.. and take pictures.. object apa2 ajerlah.. then get ready with my photoshop and adjust colors and what ever.. this could be fun!

or tido.. hehehhe..