..stop hurting me... please

For that person,

I beg you to let me go..

I beg you to let me rest in peace...

I beg you stop hurting me ...not now ..

Please...

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I was hit by the the same 'nightmare' like few years ago. And frankly i could not stop crying last night. I cant even sleep. The 'nightmare' haunted me in my dreams which later it wake me up and i will start to cry again.

I feel damn weak. I called my gynae and ask for her advise.

She asked me to take 'sleeping pill' - she gaved to me last weekend.

And in 10 mins counts,i dozed myself with baby-in-tummy for 2 hours straight. Yet, still im sleepy.

Now im half awake. I feel empty. I ate 4 slices of bread. I got myself a cup of milo. And thats it.

I cant call my mom as i used to do. She will be worried for sure.

I get myself online as if I am working but obviously im not.

Ya Allah,walau apapun dugaan,selamatlah baby yg dikandungkan ini.Ameen.