should i hate them? nope! obviously not.
but they are annoying and what i hate most is when they dont even think of other people.
me like kuli for them. they dont bother even you are 7 months pregnant ; penat ker, lapar ker..all they care for is their 'belonging'.
mind you, i have started to HATE them. and this is not good. NOT at all. How i wish i could stay far far away and email OR telephone be the only media to communicate to each other. How i wish they will open their minds and try to accept new things and new changes.
masyaAllah.. what am i thinking? im such a bad person! i should not hate other people esp. them. all the while, i have been nice to them and try not to take things into heart. but this time,they are too much. they try to controll 'US'. this is what i dislike MOST!.
i have mixed feeling now -pressure. sad.tired.angry.pity.happy( less for sure ). and i dont think anyone will understand.
my 'baby' is my good friend now. our story telling would be everything. i share my feelings ( everything )with her. kesian jugak..too little to understand her mommy,doesnt she?
errrrkhhhh!!! i need time...
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