fedup n double fedup

at one time i am totally fedup and giveup with office work? [ who the hell does not,kan? kan?]
penuh dgn politik sana sini. paling best sessions 'menganyam ketupat' pergh!!
bukan kata aku baik, ada gak aku join, but please lah.. tak kan lah in 8 hours 2 hours work and 6 hours for that sessions. lenguh babe! lenguh!  im in deep stress sampai demam ok.

so here i am. fever that coming high n low .. ohh tidak~
taking 2 liters plain water  - done! yet lidah n bibir so dry.. [ errk.. i think kena jauhkan dr notebook since heat notebook boleh rasa di tangan..]
and the best part.. i could be at home and enjoy FBing with good friends, mek not n pn mas diana.

ohh..ada story
semalam pegi jumpa doctors;

1st doctor - saying that i got this 'gallstone' or batu karang + kidney infection.padahal aku tak penah sakit pinggang or sakit masa nak wee wee.. duhhh~ dia check aku pun idak. demam aku pun dia tak amik kisah. terus2 suruh makan anti biotik. [ jgn suka suka amik antibiotik ye puan puan..] ni jenis nak senang keja lah kan..

sbb tak puas hati, i went to another clinic..

2nd doctor suggested me to take blood test. so kena dtg pagi ni. then aku pun puasalah since malam tadi.dgn segala symptoms yg aku story morry dgn dia, dia list down kebarangkalian. and last is pregnant [ hmm.. aku hanya boleh tahu next week bab pregnant nie..i do hope pregnant is the answer.]

so pagi nie pegi klnik yg sama dgn 2nd doctor.jumpa doctor lain since 2nd doctor shift petang.
3rd doctor - jumpa and tanya KENAPA nak amik blood test? he told me that im too young. urrrghhkhh? oklah, 3rd doctor pun cucuk.. and lepas tu nak lagi best.. budak counter tu suruh aku isi urine test EQ/SAMA dgn satu cawan. melampau ok! tak penah aku buat urine test sampai nak satu cawan.PERNAH KE korang? aku jadi marah le kan.. dah le badan aku dah kering. dgn tak makan n puasa. lagi nak suruh aku pegi kencing lagi.. lantak korang! aku jadi double fedup nal pegi klinik keluarga lepas nie..

now, im waiting for the lab result dr klnik keluarga tu.
apapun yg terjadi.. apapun penyakit yg aku ada, im going to see my gynae at DSH later. confirm kena redo blood test. insyaAllah next monday if demam aku still tak kebah2.

pray for me ya.