why numbers/dates are important to me?

eversince a little child, i always remember important dates that come across in my life.

example:

birthday arwah abah = 13/1

birthday mommy = 1/5

birthday kak ina = 12/3

birthday bng mie = 14/10

birthday asri = 14/6

birthday kak gee ( SIL ) = 17/6

iz ( nephew ) = 15/12

id ( nephew ) = 28/4

ih ( nephew ) = 14/9 - errrkk~ ni member baru.. so kind of lupa the correct DD..sowee. kena reconfirm with SIL.

now, being a wife and mommy, surely more dates to remember thou

hubby's birthday = 17/2

anna's birthday = 24/5

wedding anniversary = 19/8

FIL's birthday = 10/8

Arwah MIL's birthday = 24/3

Anis ( SIL ) = 30/1

Apiz ( BIL ) = 8/1

Sepol ( BIL ) 17/2

7/3 - arwah abah pulang kerahmatullah

20/1 - arwah MIL pulang ke rahmatullah

fuuhhh~ ni semua tarak tipu tau.. all in kepala.

if it is birthday,, i used to buy gift and celebrate the occasion. now, as distance keep us apart esp family members, sms wishes is A MUST not to forget. and if the person is just next to me, i surely celebrate even with a small cupcake n a tiny little candle. would be good if i have more $,so i will invites frens and close family member to celebrate it. but it seldom jadi lah kan. ;)

so why i do this? why must i waste time to celebrate people birthday ? why?

1st, i love my family. like me, birthday or anniversary is something special. occasion that you should be happy and thankful that another year to be in this bumi Allah. im sure, birthday's boy/girl would be happy if someone wish him/her Selamat Hari Jadi. kan? kan?

2nd, i would like to put sweet memories on those special days. and let say jika tak dipanjangkan umur, whenever that person celebrate his/her birthday without me no more on earth, at least he/she wont forget how wonderful or remember the sweet time that we spent for each other. isnt that more valuable? valuable than to remember all bad arguments and sadness. kan?

not sure what happened to me, but recently i keep on thinking that i wont be here so long. i always think of kematian. thats why, what im doing now is to avoid as many as bad memories to people that i love. sad is it? well,thinking on going away is good also. good in term of i am more teguh beribadat kepadaNya, i more appreciate what around me and i will always give what best comes from me. tak ke semua itu dituntut? :)

~ apalah yang dimerepekkan pagi2 Jumaat ni kan?

to my lovely friends, happy ramadhan. sambutlah ramadhan bukan dengan makanan penuh satu meja BUT always ambil peluang utk tokok tambah pahala dengan terawikh serta ibadat sunat yg lain. ameen.