the challenge begins..

2 april 2008 - 8pm
tonite,we were busy doing laundary for all babies clothes.among those, there were 10 pieces of KIKI LALA napkin which we purposedly bought in case of emergency [ to tell the truth,im not sure how many napkins should we buy and keep,due to 'lampin pakai buang' are availabe and easy to use ..]. actually there was a single reason why i choosed KIKI LALA at the 1st place. Not becoz of brand names or even suggested by anyone, thats for sure. But it is more due to the instructions on how should parents fold the napkin for their little one ..'you know, yang lipat2 tiga segi tuuu' . Thats all! Sebab tak ada sapa nak ajar aku.. and of coz i dont think people could explain on the phone camana nak lipat lampin baby.. kan???

so there i was trying my hard.. lipat punyer lipat, still x jadi. few times until i felt like a loser! * masa ni tuhan ajerlah yang tahu how i felt. betul ke aku boleh jaga anak nie?! Lipat napkin pun tak tahu... uwaaaaaa! frankly, i was gave up on that day and emotionally rasa macam nak nangis!! but abie pujuk to try again later. Uhohhhhhh~

3 april 2008
i was alone that evening and feel a bit tired after coming back from the office. then my eyes were at the unfolded napkins on the sofa.tarik nafas panjang ... with hope to get the 'figure' correct this time. nyeh nyeh nyeh.. i even talked to my baby and asked her to pray for her mommy. :D i need support ok! oh yes! my little one kicked me hard thou.probably for 2 reasons ; to support her mommy and she is hungry :P. of coz before do the napkin homework,i toasted 2 slices of bread and ate them with honey. nyummmeeehh! :D apapun,kena bagi baby kenyang dulu.. ye x?

then i started to try.. 1st time - failed. pastu duduk diam diam and pahamkan instruction. *malu seh..2nd time, yeahh!! senget sikit.. 3rd time - ok! 4th time - well done mommy! 5th time - i showed and teached abie on how to do the folding pulak..hehhehehe :D abie proud of me sbb tak putus asa..

honestly i feel ashamed sbb benda yg senang for certain people pun aku boleh lembab. tapi being me,as long as i try. tak kisah le berapa kali kan?! janji aku cuba. and now,im proud of myself. hooooraaaayyy!!!!
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on the other hand,
i just finished watching My Best Friend's Wedding kat ASTRO * even the last 1 hour aje.But i stil find the story amusing and touching me deep into heart. chhewaaaahhh!!! tak tahu kenapa.. sedey bila tgk someone yang kita sayang kawin dengan orang lain? or we just being tamak sebb orang lain kawin, kita pun nak kawin? i dunno which one.. but this is one of my favourite movie thou... and music kat tepi tu, mmg dicari semata2 teringat kisah tgk citer nie masa kat MCC dulu.. ~jiwang gue datang le.. hehehe

so kengkwan, have a wonderful weekend and do enjoy with your love one!

@ esok ada checkup with doctor.. pray for me yah!